But I don't get it when you go off on your own and meet such cool people everywhere and have so much fun and then come back and no one knows what you are talking about and you have no job so you just kind of sit at home and surf the Internet and hang with your cat and think about what happened just two short weeks ago.
It was fun. Yes. That has been established. But what now? Where now? I mean I'm back from vacation but I'm not really back. I'm not at work. Not going out. Barely talking on the phone. I don't feel like myself. I feel like someone watching my old self. It is really weird and I can't tell if it's the result of some big shift in my personality or just I am really bored and at wits end so I am making all this up in my head.
I mean I've been sick. And that has put a damper on things. And I turned the big 3-0. But I'm not sure that is what it is. As much as I try to surf for work and work on my writing I find myself browsing Expedia and TravelZoo.ca looking at cheap flights and daydreamingly planning trips.
Obviously, this is not a good time to go anywhere. My Dad is in India and I'm not sure if you've heard, but there's this thing called the economy and it's in the shiter and that means I should try and not live on credit and get a job.
But I can't stop my daydreaming!
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